What the fuck! Yah, I don't usually say out that F-word, not unless I really can't take it anymore. And I really couldn't. Damn freaking mother slapped me. I felt damn dirty. Damnnit! Shameful that I have this type of mother. I don't want to be a child of a monstress...devil. She's the cause of my pain. She's the one who started the mess and I'm the one who's left to'clean it up'. If she can't possibly understand me, then why ever bother to pretend as if she does?! Fuck bitch. No one understands the real me. They will only make themselves a laughing stock if they said they do.
Everytime, just when I was about to love again, I've realised that I'm in a triangle. Thanks to BL, I then knew he had a GF. Why? Why? Why can't it be a complicated mathematical equation, rather than a triangle?! Why can't it be just me and him? Why must I always be the one who come in between? Can't anyone see?! I'm aggressive at times 'cause I want to build barriers. Before I make a mistake.
TODAY WAS VERY FUN. CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW'S GEOGRARHY TRIP. THINK I WILL ACE MY CHINESE TEST. TODAY WAS REALLY FUN AFTER SCHOOL, CAUSE OF SOMEONE.
