Sunday, April 26, 2009 - :

I HATE THE SUN

Dravelle blogged at 8:52 PM

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OMG. What have I just went and done wrong? I think he is most angry at me because of 3 incidents. First one was that I had once asked 11 to ‘chase’ him away even though I knew he wanted to sit and talk with me. I told him later that I merely needed some of my own space when he brought it up on a piece of paper. He didn’t believe me as he thought that I no longer trust him.

Second incident was during FnN, he wanted to have a try on my dish and I told him that he can eat it later during Chinese lessons where everyone can have a fair share. The last thing I needed was to be pestered at. The last time it happened, I ran out of the classroom, freaking out. So, he played with my strawberries and I was a bit agitated because we were running late for IC taking. He wasn’t the only one who played with the strawberries.

But hey, I wasn’t even angry at him. Just agitated with the pestering. Third incident was when he thought that I was angry at him for eating my dish when I already knew that he didn’t eat it. He tried to chat but I shrugged off. He thought I was really angry at him even though I was not, so he got agitated also. Maybe also because I returned his container of rice and curry chicken to him. After that, he wrote a letter to me saying that I don’t trust him and that I have misunderstood him. That he knew that I chased him away.

I told him again that I needed my space that time. I went home, worried sick of him. I even got Yi Min to check up his blog to see if he had written something bad, like trying to eat panadol etc. Then, I even borrowed my mum’s phone to SMS him. I told him that I was sorry for neglecting him and that I will make it up to him by bringing strawberries for him. He said he will accept it as a last gift, saying that all his friends are neglecting him and that I was the last friend to leave him. I was still worried sick, scared that he would do something foolish. He eaten panadols and cutted himself before. Of course, I’ll be damn worried sick for him.

I couldn’t sleep well that night. Next thing I knew, I got a fever. Nevertheless, I still woke up early to prepare the strawberries. I even brought two chocolates and a lollipop for him, thinking that it will expresses my apology better. I went to school extra early just to put all the things on his table, along with the MP3 since he said he will take it. He later returned everything to me before Math lessons. I really wanted to apologies though I wasn’t the only friend who neglected him. He kept on passing back the strawberries. I was disturbed because he said before he will accept it but yet, he returning everything to me. I cried because I felt so wrong. Like my apology was too insignificant to him. I mean, 7 also got neglected him and 7 didn’t apologies to him. At least, I made an effort to apologies.

When I cried in Math, my fever returned, much worse. I didn’t take the panadol as I was taking it as a punishment. He didn’t cared but just went home at recess. My friends are asking me to forget him but it hurts when you see your friend is leaving, right? I don’t like to mistreat my friends. I’m trying to make it up but he kept on saying that he had given up on everything in his life. If it hurts so much for the both of us, we are both leaving each other. I’m still trying to forget this person. My friends are helping me out. I hate being so weak in front of my friends. I tried my best already. Honestly, I feared him. I’m having the guy-phobia again.

Dravelle blogged at 8:50 PM

Wednesday, April 22, 2009 - :

Haiix... Last Msg to you...

Tell SimYee, Help you change your password, for your cbox(Tagboard), username is dravellelife, password is same as ur blog..

This is the last thing i going to do for you le...

Thanks for your chocolates i ate it already...

From today onwards, I live my life of my own, without friends.

Signing off...

Dravelle blogged at 6:42 PM

Sunday, April 19, 2009 - :

Labels: kkays..maybe i nt so eager to go skool liao...

Dravelle blogged at 4:07 PM

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Labels: if eu cn come upwif ideas on y bein small is gd, tell mii

Dravelle blogged at 3:41 PM

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Sunday morning, 6.45am.
I know this sounded abit crazy but yah, I'm using the com at 6.45am. As in now.
Why? 'Coz I want to checkup my blog. Shhhh...hope my parents din't found out that I sneaked into their room and took the internet line. I will be dead meat if they found out. Real deat meat.

Can't wait for school.

Labels: SHHHHHHH...keep ur lips sealed 4 mii kkays?

Dravelle blogged at 6:39 AM

Thursday, April 16, 2009 - WHY?! :

I'm sick of ppl too over-reacting of me. I am too ordinary, what's too important of me?! Honestly, I am. I'm appreciative but scare stiff at the same time. The world is spinning me crazy...

That's it. I'm taking my mind off this mind-bogggling stuff. I have had enough.

If I was so-called destined to have long-life knowledge, might as well focus on studies.

Labels: sick dravelle

Dravelle blogged at 10:04 PM

Wednesday, April 15, 2009 - My birthday - celebrated with 6 and a half angels :

P.E was not really that fun. All we did was floor ball. Haiss..
Can tell Kang Le want to faster give me the present. Haha. His face was so written with impatient.
Math was okay lar. CME- BORING...........BORING
Recess, Zhen Ming sang me weird birthday song but thanks!
Morning, Hooi Ting gave me a birthday card, thanks!!
And many million thanks to the 6 ppl- Fiona, Sim Yee, Kang Le, Yi Min, Lydia, Yuliany and Teck Wen who helped up. Thanks for the FAB gift!!!!!!

O..Enjoy the lollipops I gave eu and the treasure the black hearts I gave out, kkays?

Labels: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EMMA WATSON A.K.A.HERMIONE GRANGER FROM Harry Potter

Dravelle blogged at 8:14 PM

Tuesday, April 14, 2009 - :

Few more hours to b'dae.
Tomorrow got chemistry test ...AGAIN.
hmm...looking forward to P.E tomorrow ' cause prob. the girls will be doing whatever they want while the boys do their NAFA.

Today, FnN was a disaster. Mr Aziz scolded us for being late for his lessons. Math was endurable 'cause all we did was filing. Chinese was boring for awhile...oh! and Hui Wen gave me an early birthday present..thx lots!!!

Can't wait for tomorrow...but for the time being, I'm trying to memorise all the chem stuff.

Labels: The gurl hu managed 2 use the com HAHA

Dravelle blogged at 8:57 PM

Sunday, April 12, 2009 - Thanks :

Feeling abit feverish right now...about 37.5 degree celcius.
Thanks 9 for updating my blog.
And thanks for remebering what's gonna be happening on Wednesnesday.
Don't care about 7.

Labels: I am 8

Dravelle blogged at 7:53 PM

Saturday, April 11, 2009 - :

Dravelle dont ever give up in your life.

Have hope in the LORD!

Isaiah 40:31 (NIV)
but those who hope in the LORD
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.

Psalm 23 (NIV)
The LORD is my shepherd,
I shall not be in want.

He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,

he restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness
for his name's sake.

Even though I walk
through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.

You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.

Surely goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD
forever.

Psalm43 (NIV)

Vindicate me, O God,
and plead my cause against an ungodly nation;
rescue me from deceitful and wicked men.

You are God my stronghold.
Why have you rejected me?
Why must I go about mourning,
oppressed by the enemy?


Send forth your light and your truth,
let them guide me;
let them bring me to your holy mountain,
to the place where you dwell.

Then will I go to the altar of God,
to God, my joy and my delight.
I will praise you with the harp,
O God, my God.

Why are you downcast, O my soul?
Why so disturbed within me?
Put your hope in God,
for I will yet praise him,
my Savior and my God.

Khoi Lam, I will pray for you.
You also must pray for yourself, pray with faith
With faith you can ward off evil, devils.
As God is your shield, but faith is your sword, so you must take that sword and cut down that mountain of problems and devils.

Dear Heavenly Father, I would like to pray for my dear friend, Lord, bless her Lord, Let her have more faith in herself and you Lord. Lord be with her, bless her, for you are her saviour, her God. Cure and ward off the devil around her, cure her with your staff Lord. In Jesus Christ I pray, AMEN!


Dravelle blogged at 7:16 PM

- last message :

Unknown virus detected.
Transmission in progress..............ehgfjw...erhr..gsegtwe...ftyrtr..drdtrdt...
virus 30% virus 75% virus 100%..completed..virus transmission completed.


dravelle's life.....shuting down.
shut down completed.

Labels: Bye

Dravelle blogged at 2:44 PM

Friday, April 10, 2009 - :

Hellos everyone, I think Khoi Lam's connection had been removed, and i tried to called her yesterday night, i called 6 times since 8pm till 10, which i need to sleep at 10 haiix. .

And thursday, lesson was quite fun =D

Hmm... English period Khoi Lam did a great job by summarising the sentence it was great. Seeing is not believing. Hmm, nice =D . But Khoi Lam, not everything is that way! =D so things which you see is true, like how Jesus died on the cross for us. Thousand of eyes are the withness, Jesus is the son of living God. =D

Dravelle blogged at 6:47 PM

Wednesday, April 8, 2009 - :

Lols~
I woke up pretty early today but I still messed up my hair. I hate tying my hair. It is not long enough but I still have to tie it up. Haiss...my hair is messy! Never mind. I shouldn't be bother by this anyway. Why should I?

P.E was...okaaaaaaaaay. Did the NAFA. Inclined-pull ups is no prob for me but situps...it was killing me..haha, 'cause my spinal cord will protude when I lie down. I was abit surprised I managed to get 18. Math test sure fail...haiss. I am so not looking forward to Mr.Aziz's reaction. Better buy myself a life-insurance..HAHAHA

Chemistry was H-A-R-D. I'm glad the time flew quite fast during that tormenting two periods of Chem. Chinese was a downfall. Thought the class will be super high but no, it wasn't. The real fun started at Physics-lots of heart-attacking a slapping. I must prepare for the mid-year = burning alot of midnight oil. Never mind, must endure. No pain, no gain.

Hope tomorrow will be more fun = more teachers must be absent. Tomorrow is Kristen Stewart's birthday!!! Then soon will be Emma Watson's birthday ( the same day the Titanic sunk)!!! I am bored.

Dravelle blogged at 3:05 PM

Tuesday, April 7, 2009 - The gurl hu dun knoe anyfink bout math chap.4 :

Today was ...erm...I don't know how to describe as I honestly have no idea how today's been.

FnN was quite okay. Again, I knew I was sleepy back then but I don't know why I just couldn't doze off.Weird!

Math lessons were cool.Played 'Truth or Dare' again.Later, we ditched the game and moved on to play 'Heart Attack'.Then, played abit of slapping on other people's hand.Haha...haiss=) = SIAN~

Chinese lessons were boring...I know you read this blog post also want to sleep...AAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! Alot of homework not done yet. Let me see...got chinese situational writing, chinese word-writing, revise my chemistry and math..oh, and physics too! Can't wait to get back my physics' script.

Labels: I have a feeling that tomorrow is going to be a hectic day for me...GOD

Dravelle blogged at 3:37 PM

Monday, April 6, 2009 - Confession :

Erm… I have no idea how to start my writing. Not because I am guilty of something but because I need to say what I want to say VERY VERY CLEARY. I don’t have crush on someone. I have not fallen for someone. I don’t love someone. I have a lot of friends who can be my witness because I told them before I will never like someone and even if I found out I did I will force myself not to fall into the trap.I will never make the first move either. Why? I already said in my previous post: I am far too O-R-D-I-N-A-R-Y. I don’t have the right to like someone. ARGH…this stuff is gross to write about. I hope people won’t misunderstand me again. There are just some people I am very protective of…and that’s that.

I am going to be strong. I will not be easily pull down. I know what I wrote on my previous blog post and I knew that it is not what most of you think, so I don’t care. If you are stupid enough to think I like someone…then please let yourself know that you are stupid and not pester me…that goes out to Alan and Gavin…haiss. Say what you guys wana say but I rather stick to my dignity and to the truth. I will fight back if you guys are irritating me too far…haha…

Dravelle blogged at 7:11 PM

Friday, April 3, 2009 - About Yesterday 2/4/09 :

About Yesterday 2/4/09

Yeah ! It is the mth of April, the mth of my birthday. The mth wen I feel everything is in place. I have a great day today.

Social studies lesson was BORING. 6 confirmed me tat he had indeed tagged and viewed my blog. 7 was there too. We were all chatting bout hw they were ‘clever’ enough 2 knoe bout my blog n msn. Ha-ha. The conversation (b4 S.S lesson) really set up my mood.

Math was BORING. Hmm…bout Geography lesson…is it right 2 say tat it was fun? 6 was there. Again. I realized tat I was always anticipating his presence. GOSH!! What is so wrong of me???!!! Look at me! I am so ORDINARY! Guess sometimes it is not easy 2 sorts out ur feelings. Bt I m certain tat I m nt fallin head ovr heels ovr him. Coz I m too ORDINARY! Since wen did I possess the right 2 have a crush on some1?

English lesson was fun den…frustrating? Coz Hui Wen kept on ignoring my suggestions on hw 2 describe France. It was embarrassing. She totally called the shots. Haiss…a lot of people have bin tellin me she had attitude problems…nw I knew. She’s still my friend. Muz chill!

Chinese lesson was complicated? Coz I got a mixture of emotions running. You knoe wen eu r always anticipating some1 2 turn up bt eu kip on tellin urself: ‘He’s not going to come, not going to come. I am too ordinary.’ But he eventually did turn up. Tats wen ur anxiety turned 2 nervous n confusion. You dun knoe wat 2 tok bout bt somehw the conversation seemed ‘easy’ 2 start. I was sure there were times wen I blush. Hope it is not too apparent. When Yuliany sat next to me (joined our table), I was abit ‘disturbed’ tat he wouldn’t b occupying tat seat. He ended up sitting in the middle of me and miss A. He talked to A abit n I felt left out tat I have 2 talked 2 Yuliany 4 dun knoe hw long.

Later, I separated my table from hrs. as he moved to P’s seat. B4 tat,I had asked her where is Kang Le. She asked me y everytime is Kang Le. Dun eu knoe concern?! We patched up later anyway weh she apologized.

Wen Chinese lessons going to end, he moved to 5’s seat and talked to me. I gave him my number.He asked 4 it anyway.

Class time was totally FUN. I played with Yuliany arm-wrestling. I won the 2nd time. Played wif Alan later n he commented on my strength bt anyway I still lose 2 him. Haha. Last few mins, played ‘Truth or Dare’. Fun bt too bad I wasn’t one of the ‘victims’. Haiss…

Lesson ends. He held my palm 4 reading. Stange tat I din feel abit weird or nervous. 9 dared me 2 tell him hu I have a crush on in my klass. I told him the truth: I have no huge crush bt I have ppl hu I m veri protective of…



Dravelle blogged at 7:42 PM

Wednesday, April 1, 2009 - Spectacles spoit - blog entry written in secret :

Wat 2 do ??? My spectacles spoit n my parents r llyke dun giv a damn bout it. I am going to be BLIND 4eva!!!!!!!

Labels: Blind gurl in search of guide dog...call me if available

Dravelle blogged at 11:19 PM

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Laz nite i gt a dream-nightmare morelike. I was in an old train with other people and I dun-knoe-y bt i some hw gt stuck at the train door. There was blood on my hands and head den this morning I walk to school and dun noe y again, my specs fell from my hands and landed on to the road, 1 of the lens dropped.

den during the PE lesson, it was like hell. Luckie I manage to pass the timing. Haiis......
MATHS!!! teacher nvr go through any thing new if nt i sure die 4 gd, coz chp.4 I still dun understand...



Dravelle blogged at 4:32 PM