Haissh...today 4 periods of FnN. So tiring but don't know why I din't entirely fell asleep. Math also 3 periods. Very creepy 'cause I have not the slightest idea what is going on in chapter 4. Haissh...now going to chapter 6. Hope I can understand that chapter better. Chinese was...wild. Why? People walking about...haha...the sign of freedom. Hmm...he sat next to me again in chinese lessons .Pretty flattering but still everything in control. All these Edward-Bella conversation. Haha! Don't fancy him but it is good to know that I am improving my ablilty to be able to talk to him more easily.
Today, I finally tied up my hair. It felt pretty werid. Haissh...today is council's day...don't want to get caught and reprimanded. I never brought my chemistry file so I secretly borrowed from Hamzilah from class 3e4. It saved me. But it din't save me from doing 5 squats at the back of the classroom for not answering correctly a chemistry question...so embarrasing...a classmate had been not talking to me today. I heard it is because his own guy friends neglected him. I understand. Guy's dignity is stronger than the females'. Still, I hope he knows that he have very good friends that stick with him all these time. Those prentended ''friends'' of his are pure bad. It isn't worth it to stick with them. I hope he knows that. Especially the big-mouth Gavin. And his close bud, Yong Jie, like also ignores his presence....
Labels: I dun giv a damn 2 those hu will said bad things bout mii after readin diz..geddit clear
OMG !! And to think that I found fault at him. I swear that my hands are shaking when I am writing these. He helped me alot. And now, he is feeling way down. I don't know what situation is he in but I definately can feel what it feels like. To be stuck in a world with walls, no doors, no windows, no signs of escape...walls with mirrors that reflected your fears...no one can hear your call...no help...no signs of Angels...no fluttering wings...
My mum is taking away the Internet line!!!
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I was in a very bad mood today because of the fact that I have not studied for my focus test. Then in english class, Yi Min gave me a cold look and replied very curtly when I told her that I din't received one of the papers that was given out by Miss Nora. I was so taken aback. That escalated my bad mood up a few notches. I really was in need of silent peace then. But I don't know the HELL why Kendrick and his gang was so loud.
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Dravelle is sensitive in heart ; Dont make verybad comments bout her.
I couldn't chat that long 'cause my mum had tried in vain to take away the Internet line. I got into a fight with her this morning...since last night...I will elaborate further more when I manage to SEIZE the chance...God bless me. I need a miracle.
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Erm...this is pretty werid. I am still probably trying to swallow the miraculous fact that I have finally created my blog which have been a big failure before. Haha...maybe 'cause I have a great teacher who taught me how to do it-Online. I know...W-O-W!!! That is like accomplishing the Mission Impossible. My hols' homework are gulp! not done yet and I can't find my school tie...Oh! And I am still trying to figure out if I am ready to join christianity...it helps me alot...no. Lots! Erm...And I am still trying to figure out who am I and what am I. Have you ever look in a mirror and no matter how you stare at your reflection, you can't figure who you really are except your name? And that's just it? Haha..You're not alone. I am one of them. God bless you.
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